A vast sea, vastly encompasses me…

If you love it let it go. If you don’t get rid of it. Why is it in human nature to disregard what it is we find difficult to perceive? Never once have I understood the intricacies of a form that will fight, pillage, and kill for territory, but will just as easily walk away from attraction or longing. We will do more to stop love, than to ever promote it. Maybe not publicly, no use of propaganda like “HATE THY NEIGHBOR”. No. Yet in action. We’ll tear from ourselves the most unexplainable emotional phenomena, love, mostly because it makes us uncomfortable because we can’t control it. It makes us not care about things we did before, it gets us aggravated when we can’t get through to that person, it invokes more emotion than sadness, and in defense with sadness- we know what to expect.In a life defined by perception, its hard to understand, let alone speak for anyone. The world only knows what it is able to see and hear. The mistakes of humanity come from what it has assumed. Delegating holiness, evil, and normality based on popular vote and mostly we’ve obeyed them. The majority. Those who have ruined us from the very beginning, a whole planet of group-think. 

When I look into your eyes, it fades. It doesn’t matter how left out I feel, you’re there for me. Yet even angels decide who to save. I can’t find a pen that will write both, “I need you badly” and “I understand if you don’t care to”, at the same time…

Fuck today. Fuck everything.

Oh and the customer who told me to go fuck myself on the phone today… fuck you too.